Number Four

It's easier to number these,
they seem to help the pauses,
they seem to help the sleep come from within.

I just needed to write something down,
just needed to do it, finally. 
These thoughts should remain together,
muddled and huddled as they are.

Being away is good for me,
it's good not to worry, 
not until the next day,
to feel like there is little I can do,
little that I can accomplish of that life I left at home.

This whole thing is about breaks,
and that's why I've broken it up,
numbering the breaks.

Too much of an explanation,
so I'm tired. Forget about it.
Just read it, and enjoy it,
and we'll chop it up later.